Secret Love

The lake, half hidden by the trees
Is like my love for you.
Although we know it's there
It's almost hidden from our view.
The many shades of leaves
Are like the way I sometimes feel -
My moods in love are varied,
As colours are - dramatic -
As leaves are, very real.
The waters of the lake are deep,
And dark, and almost still -
Like that, I cannot speak of our love,
Not now, not yet, until . . .

Some brighter time will clear the way,
The waters will run bright,
Clear and sparkling for all to see -
No more as dark as night, and then one day
I'll talk about our love,
When freedom comes, and peace,
When I can hold you, unafraid -
And life seems not to cease.
Until then, perhaps the way ahead
Seems sad.
But life is not a carousel,
And often things seem bad.
Our love can wait, the hope is there,
And soon things will be fine,
One thing I ask - I ask it now,
Please let us have our time.

Thank you Violet King for sharing this.
I hope someday I'll be able to write poems as good as this :)

Someday, I'll be happy again...completely :)

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
for I've never known completeness
like being here
wrapped in the warmth of you
loving every breath of you
still my heart this moment
oh it might burst

could we stay right here
till the end of time until the earth stops turning
wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

all this time I've loved you
and never known your face
all this time I've missed you
and searched this human race
here is true peace
here my heart knows calm
safe in your soul
bathed in your sighs
wanna stay right here
till the end of time
till the earth stops turning
gonna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

It was nothing

It was nothing. I knew it was nothing because I know and believe (with all my heart) the woman I've fallen in-love with :)
So, there isn't anything to discuss at all, ehehe.
It's just that the guys around her keep on taking advantage of her friendship. GRRR!!! It sucks coz I can't do anything about it :( . Why?! Why?! Why do they do these things to her? Why do some of them treat her like some kind of a "trophy"? I don't have the answer, myself but I wouldn't even think of being at odds with any of her friends if it wasn't a really serious issue --how will I know if it's a serious issue? :(.

But this I know: I'll always be here to support her 100% and more.
So if any of those guys try even the slightest to hurt her..They got another thing coming! >.<
Sigh!

The Magical Kitchen

Imagine that you have a magical kitchen in your home. In that magical kitchen, you can have any food you want from any place in the world in any quantity. You never worry about what to eat; whatever you wish for, you can have at your table. You are very generous with your food; you give your food unconditionally to others, not because you want something in return from them. Whoever comes to your home, you feed just for the pleasure of sharing your food, and your house is always full of people who come to eat the food from your magical kitchen.

Then one day someone knocks at your door, and it’s a person with a pizza. You open the door, and the person looks at you and says, “Hey, do you see this pizza? I’ll give you this pizza if you let me control your life, if you just do whatever I want you to do. You are never going to starve because I can bring pizza every day. You just have to be good to me.”

Can you imagine your reaction? In your kitchen you can have the same pizza — even better. Yet this person comes to you and offers you food, if you just do whatever he wants you to do. You are going to laugh and say, “No, thank you! I don’t need your food; I have plenty of food. You can come into my house and eat whatever you want, and you don’t have to do anything. Don’t believe I’m going to do whatever you want me to do. No one will manipulate me with food.”

Now imagine exactly the opposite. Several weeks have gone by, and you haven’t eaten. You are starving, and you have no money in your pocket to buy food. The person comes with the pizza and says, “Hey, there’s food here. You can have this food if you just do what I want you to do.” You can smell the food, and you are starving. You decide to accept the food and do whatever that person asks of you. You eat some food, and he says, “If you want more, you can have more, but you have to keep doing what I want you to do.”

You have food today, but tomorrow you may not have food, so you agree to do whatever you can for food. You can become a slave because of food, because you need food, because you don’t have it. Then after a certain time you have doubts. You say, “What am I going to do without my pizza? I cannot live without my pizza. What if my partner decides to give the pizza to someone else — my pizza?”

Nicole is now a proud mother of 3!

Yesterday, our dog Nicole gave birth to 3 wonderful and cute puppies! yey!. XD. Too bad I wasn't home to witness it. But nonetheless, I'm so happy. Nicole is proving herself to be a great mom.

Kudos to my sister Chatter Lee for supporting Nicole on the giving-birth process all by herself. You can never be too careful for first-time moms :)

Now that brings our total dog count to 9..ahihihi!!!
I love them all <3
Thank YOU and your family for entrusting Nicole to us..We appreciate it so much
-Boy B.

Will the hurting stop? :(

Sometimes, it's better to be oblivious in order to avoid the pain. But most of the time, i just have to face circumstances and hope (a futile attempt) that the pain will stop being unbearable :((

It's too much but i have to . I know I made some serious blunders along the way but I can't give up now. I won't give up.


I need to muster more STR & CON then,, XD

The Proof

You can't prove love.
You live love.
you don't buy it nor act it.
you show it by living and doing it.
Its a relationship.

Can you prove God is real. No..
But I believe and have faith that he exist.
Love is real, you must feel it- you can see it.
you can hold it it but can never ever possess it- it owns you.